I can't stand these recitals I hate them so much. I don't even need to know how to play the fucking piano
They make me play in front of all their stupid friends and it's so embarrassing
if I mess up even once they give me this look afterwards
I hate that look
I hate their friends
I feel them staring at me
Judging me
They can't judge me even it's not like they know me
So fucking what if I mess up a note
It doesn't matter
It's only natural
I'm still learning
Man im just gonna talk to tyler about this I feel stupid writing this crap down
(edited)Attaboy.