I can't stand these recitals I hate them so much. I don't even need to know how to play the fucking pianoThey make me play in front of all their stupid friends and it's so embarrassing if I mess up even once they give me this look afterwards I hate that lookI hate their friendsI feel them staring at meJudging meThey can't judge me even it's not like they know meSo fucking what if I mess up a note It doesn't matterIt's only naturalI'm still learningMan im just gonna talk to tyler about this I feel stupid writing this crap down (edited)
Attaboy.